Light, Colour and Magic

I thought I'd left fandom behind many years ago, that shipping and slashing was a thing of the past. But it seems to have crept back up on me over the last couple of months and here I am again, feeling like a total n00b!

I don't even know where to find fandom any more, but figure this is a good place to start...

Name: Sarah
Age: 45
Country: UK
Subscription/Access Policy: Open to all

Main Fandoms: Good Omens (TV), Rocketman
Other Fandoms: Doctor Who, Harry Potter, MCU, most things with vampires or werewolves or zombies
Fannish Interests: I squee and flail, easily and joyfully. I love to read fanfiction.
OTPs and Ships: Aziraphale/Crowley, Elton John/Bernie Taupin (in the movie - and sometimes Taron Egerton/Richard Madden RPS which I didn't know I did until I stumbled across it on AO3!), Sirius Black/Remus Lupin

Feminist, Accepting, Believer, Dedicated, ESTJ, Fighter, Funny, Gryffindor, Hopeless Romantic, Lover, Loving, Passionate, Sensual, Unique, Warm, and Weird.

I'm that nerd who knows a lot of pointless facts yet finds them cool. I'm the passionate girl with a wild mind and wilder hair. I am a proud fangirl that probably embarrasses herself on occasion. I'm a dreamer who knows no bounds. My heart cries when seeing abused children and animals. I'm a hopeless romantic seeking love. I'm real. I have so many layers that words couldn’t cover them all. Want to know more? Then get to know me.

I support the LGBT+ community wholeheartedly and I identify as queer/pansexual.

What I am not: Liar, cheater, thief, cold, mean, unloving, cruel, cynical, rude, vain, or self-centered. I don’t pursue connections with people who possess these traits either.

I have my ups and downs. I am recovering from a serious case of Major Depression and Anxiety that affected my life for over 10 years. I’m getting better every day, but I need people who are patient and understanding enough to respect what I am going through and grasp how this will always be a part of me.

I'm currently trying to post reasonably regularly. I'm not always great at commenting but I am almost always reading my friendslist. I add people because their posts interest me; if that's you, hey, I like your posts. I don't expect people I've not interacted much with to add me back, but am always delighted when they do.

ESTJ

I took a mini Myers-Briggs personality test that I stumbled across online at https://icould.com/buzz-quiz/ (fair warning, I love random online personality tests). This was a 'what animal are you according to the Myers-Briggs' type.

You're a Black bear!
Motto: I'll be the boss
Myers-Briggs personality type: ESTJ
10 percent of the UK population are Black bears.

The bear is a symbol of strength and power and ESTJs can be strong, organising and taking charge of situations so that things get done. The Black bear is found in the USA, and ESTJs share the no-nonsense, go-for-it qualities often linked with Americans.

Black bear strengths
Reliable and realistic, bears love action, often focusing on outcomes and results to get things done. They are natural organisers that are great at acting and communicating quickly.

As children
Black bears are mature, natural leaders who are always on the go and full of energy. They enjoy routine and order, and take pride in their honesty and reliability.

Black bears prefer real feedback to false comments but can sometimes need reminding that this approach isn't for everyone, and often need to learn more about being tactful and considering other people's feelings.

As young people
They're normally in control and in charge. They work out what needs to be done, how it should be done, and then do it.

However, a bored bear can become rebellious and restless, they need a channel for their energy and go-for-it, problem-solving attitude.

As a boyfriend/girlfriend
They're usually quite independent but can appear tougher than they really are. They usually like to share their passions, ideas and beliefs.

As a boss
Direct, decisive and fair, Black bears respect and follow procedures and expect deadlines to be met. They tend to focus on achieving or completing tasks.

Tips for Black bears
You don't need to take charge all of the time. Look after yourself and ask people to help you out. Try not to get cross with people for not achieving your own very high standards unless it's really necessary.

Buster Keaton

I picked up a DVD of old 1920's Buster Keaton movies - black & white silent slapstick films - in a charity shop the other week. I don't know why, something about them caught my eye, I guess. It was such an unusual find, after all.

This afternoon, I curled up on my couch with a bottle of wine and watched them. That was not the plan, it was going to be a Star Wars afternoon and I did start with watching A New Hope but... well best-laid plans and all that

I watched Convict 13, The Balloonatic, Three Ages, and Our Hospitality. They're only shorts but they had me absolutely cracking up. Then again, I do like some slapstick - most modern comedies I don't find funny, they're either gross-out or I suffer far too much second-hand embarrassment.

Convict 13 was definitely my favourite of the ones I watched. Where else but in a silent comedy can you see a golfer trying to hit the ball out of a lake while standing on a raft... and then diving in for fish to find out which fish swallowed his golf ball?! Keaton gets it on the third try and gives the fish a spanking after retrieving the ball! Insane stuff, as that's just the first five minutes!

Along comes an escaped convict (crazy things just happen out of the blue in a lot of these old silent comedies) who sees Buster lying the ground, having knocked himself out with a golf ball. The convict switches clothing and now Buster is wearing stripes. Cops notice him (He didn't notice what he was wearing?!) and begin chasing him. Buster winds up back at the jail and, since he's wearing number 13 on his jail outfit, he's scheduled to be hanged the next day. His girlfriend saves him by putting elastic gymnasium rope in place of the noose, so Buster bounces up and down after the trap door operates. Watching all of this are the other inmates who are sitting in bleachers while a vendor sells peanuts and popcorn.

It goes on from there, with a prison riot the next day and Buster and some humongous goon knocking out a bunch of uniformed guards and the other prisoners via some strange methods. It's pure disjointed chaos but it makes for a wild and fun 20-minute film.

I'm kind of itching to find more now, not just Buster Keaton but see what others are still out there. There may be a new obsession brewing but its really interesting seeing the development of movies - from silent to sound, from black and white to colour, from classics to Hollywood Blockbuster.